fuck this week

i do not know why, but everyone/everything is really pissing me off lately. people who i used to date, people i used to be friends with, people who dont know how to do their job, people who are mad at you for asking them to do their job, having so many obligations that i dont have one day to sleep in, the weather being cold without an appropriate jacket because all the ones that stores are selling are ugly, annnd that's it. on a positive note, i've started taking pictures again. thank god.

today

nothing really that serious...but nothing really ever is serious. oh and i have no idea what was going on with the train today, but there was a grip of people waiting. aww i havent said "a grip" since middle school.

I've been stuck

I've been in a small photographic rut lately. I don't really like any of my work anymore, so I've just been taking pictures of things that strike me instead of trying to orchestrate forced images. Anyway, here are a few.

i always do this

i had so many different ideas for photoshoots and now i've only got 3 weeks more or less to finish them/do them. i got one done, sorta. i dont know how i feel about it though. the guy modeling for me was driving me nuts. i might have gotten one, no more than two shots out of that whole day. i wanted to do one this weekend, but couldn't fucking get ahold of karmina to ask if i could borrow her rz. dont worry, i'm not blaming anyone but myself for this. i absolutely have to do one more shoot before i leave. i have to get this idea out of my head already. i'm constantly seeing this image in my mind and its making me crazy not to have a tangible version of this.