i always do this

i had so many different ideas for photoshoots and now i've only got 3 weeks more or less to finish them/do them. i got one done, sorta. i dont know how i feel about it though. the guy modeling for me was driving me nuts. i might have gotten one, no more than two shots out of that whole day. i wanted to do one this weekend, but couldn't fucking get ahold of karmina to ask if i could borrow her rz. dont worry, i'm not blaming anyone but myself for this. i absolutely have to do one more shoot before i leave. i have to get this idea out of my head already. i'm constantly seeing this image in my mind and its making me crazy not to have a tangible version of this.